i think...

er..my english is so poor that i cannot speak well when i am answering my lecturer's question and i become nervous,my brain cannot function well and i cant think of any point to answer my lecturer's question so i just stand there smiling like a silly girl. And this is awkward!because you are not familiar with your new friends and they dare not to laugh at you in front of you so they will just talk about when having lunch of during free time,pointing at you from the back and laughing at you just like want to let the whole world know that 'ya,im laughing!!so what?'

And im so lazy!i dont print out my timetable,i dont copy it out so i ask my coursemate to copy it out for me=_=
i dont copy the assignment that given by lecturer(cause his slide is too fast),i dont buy reference book(i plan to photocopy it),i not yet find seniors to take notes(this depends on your popularity) and i cant remember those malays' name(im so lazy to remember their face and memorize their name)!!!urghhh!

And i know,i am the one should be blame cause im lazy,i thought that im still having my long vacation and i dont know how to make myself to adapt to my new life here,well,i mean for those presentation and assignment things..urgh..im so not ready to speak in front of public,everybody is starring at you,waiting to know what you going to present..it is like so..er..well..you know..while you're pausing,they will give you a big 'UHUH?!?!i think i can understand you,keep talking!'

sight!i must speak speak speak speak english!!!i must train myself not be stammer while speaking in front of public!!!haiz..dont be nervous ahfun!!